20081127

Spaceman (Atonement).

Dear Brandon Flowers,


It's kind of been a long time since I've blogged. I don't really know why its been like this, all distant, you know? I don't know. Well, I'm going to start of by saying how just fine Day & Age is. I was expecting more, personally. Best song = Spaceman.

"Song maker says 'it ain't so bad.'
Dream maker's gonna make you mad.
Space man says 'everybody look down.'
Its all in your mind."

Anywaay=
The movie Atonement? Fucking A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I know im late and this movie came out a bit ago, but like.. It's rated R, and im a kiddd. Meaning, I had to wait for it to come out on HBO. So yuh, it was great. The sex scene was probably the best. Lets pretend it wasn't.

WAIT SORRY I JUST FOUND OUT SOME RANDOM USE-LESS INFO: okay so theres this nickname in spanish called Matocho (sp?) and it comes from this guy who woke up in a bad mood and killed 8 members of his family with a machete. And then he went to have breakfast. Mata-something => to kill. ocho => 8. to kill eight.


so i'll continue. i don't really have much to say. but its one of my favorite movies because they both die anyways, and when they kiss it makes me sad i don't have anyone to kiss like that. Yup, thats my life for you.

20080824

SunSpots (blowjobs and lies).

Dear Isaac Brock,
k, so=
blowjobs.
The whole subject is pretty touch-y so i decided to pray to you about it. Last night I watched like a trillion "informative" video's on blow jobs, oral sex and stuff, and I wondered why girls are put down so fucking much for them. It's like, "oh, yeah, I gave him head last night," and everyone else gives you that look that what you said is way out of line and labels you a whore. In my mind its pretty much connecting with someone else physically that you know enough mentally, yeah? It's like if you know so much about someones life and all, get to know some one's b-o-d-y. And what if you're doing it because you love someone, and you want to make them feel good, thats not bad, right? I don't think so. Oh, and one more thing = why do guys want us girls to swallow your cum? Isn't that a bit like swallowing your potential kids? Yup--->> not scary at a-l-l.

and also=
liars.
God they bother the living d/a/y/l/i/g/h/t/s out of me. Usually its the little harmless lies that get to me the most. Like, when people say = "lol," on aim when you asked about they're day, or when people comment on other peoples facebook pictures saying "ohhmiigassh Lauren your sooo beautiful," and shes like.. a nightmare in human form. Isaac, why are people stupid?

(PS) - oh and last thing: I ordered a Modest Mouse shirt from your website sometime last week, and its not here y.e.t.. I know, I know, you're busy writing the ace-est songs ever, but.. I kinda want it.

( \/ ) doesnt that look like a vagina?